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Why I Quit / Why I'm Coming Back; An Epic Tale
Topic Started: Jan 15 2012, 12:56 AM (428 Views)
Alex
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In this post I am going to go into the reasons for why I left the site and why I came back (yet again). As some of you already know, the reasoning has to do with Chelsea (the person who played Lilly/Asha). If you don’t want to read about it, just click off the thread because you have been warned, it contains drama. I’m going to lock this thread after posting it because it is not meant to rally anybody to my cause but it will at least help me avoid explaining things to person after person. This thread can also serve as a means of keeping this history straight. I can’t tell how many times something has happened and then been distorted by people over time. What will be said of this occurrence a year from now? Those wondering will now have this wonderful thread as reference. A lot happened so this will be a really long explanation. I’m trying to be as fair as I can in stating the facts but obviously some things will be left out as it goes back over a few years and my memory is only so good.

So let’s start with some background information then, shall we? This starts several years ago when I began to develop very strong feelings for Chelsea which is probably obvious to many of you now. When some people ragequit the site a couple of years ago and made some general anime RPG she ended up leaving with them because she was best friends with one of the people. I was pretty sad over this but eventually, about a year ago, she came back. She told me she was really sorry for following that other person and had changed now. That she was more mature and wanted to come back.

I gave her another chance and found that I still had feelings for her. Despite all the rumors, I’d never liked anybody online before and figured it was pretty damn stupid to. After she left and came back, the feelings seemed more “real” to me so I started being really mean to her. My thought process was that if she hated me, I’d be able to ignore my feelings and hate her back. I could go into a litany of things I did such as accuse her of being a spy, make her limited member, ban her, etc. POINT IS I was mean okay?

One day she was saying she was going to quit the internet and disappear. That was the day I began to panic. What I was doing worked except for the fact it didn’t help diminish my feelings. So I “came clean” if you will and confessed how I really felt about her. I profusely apologized for all of my behavior and swore to her I’d never treat her that way again.

At first I guess she didn’t believe me and thought it was a troll but eventually I THINK she saw I was sincere and we became “close friends” (the reason for quotations here will be explained later). She and I SEEMED to get closer and closer as time drew on. We talked for hours each day, sometimes 5+, and everything seemed to be going good until once again, I fucked things up.

This is when some things might start to get out of order so if you end up reading this forgive me. I’m really trying to do the best I can.

Okay so there was another RPG where people constantly talked shit about me which she happened to be on. I hated how she would be part of a community that was filled with so much disdain for me and this RPG and I always tried to get her to quit. After some pointing out that it was bullshit she let people speak this way about me, she eventually DID stand up for me there which was great but it earned her a ban and caused a huge rift between her and one of her gal pals since she “chose” me and ADBZRPG5 over her and that other site. Chelsea told me she didn’t care if she ever talked to that person again and didn’t’ care if she ever went back to that RPG even though she loved it before this. I knew that even with her saying these things, it still bothered her greatly so although it hurt me personally for her to be friends with someone who hated me, and I was pretty happy to see her off that site, I did everything I could to reunite them and help them make up. They became friends again as a result. I hoped I did the right thing and it wouldn’t come back to bite me in the ass. In hindsight it both did and didn’t.

Moving on, around this time I started to get jealous with how much she would flirt with other guys. She knew how I felt about her and told me things like there was always a chance of us being together and that sometimes she thought she liked me more than a friend too. She told me that she just didn’t want a relationship right now with anybody. That it wasn’t just me. And that if I waited that maybe it could end up happening in the future. Maybe she was just saying these things to not hurt my feelings as she will undoubtedly say at this juncture but back then I believed her. I thought our initial past was behind us and thought we were close friends. I thought maybe she DID like me too. There were some other indicators of that like things she said to me and things she did but they are better kept private. Point is that’s what I THOUGHT at the time.

So when she kept flirting with other guys in front of me, I began to get really jealous. I know I shouldn’t have but how I felt was how I felt. What was weird is that it’d seem to only happen when I was also in the cbox. If she didn’t know I was lurking or if I wasn’t around, she would act normal. If people hit on her, she’d rebuff them even. But pretty much every time I was in the cbox with her, she would flirt with other people and even sometimes ignore me if I talked to her. It always seems like the opposite should have been true. That if she respected my feelings, she should have flirted when I WASN’T there and then acted normal when I was. If I asked her why she would ignore me on cbox she would say something such as “Well we talk on AIM why do we need to talk on cbox?”

Many times she would flirt with people who I thought were my friends and so I told them to stop. My thought process was that if they were my friends, they wouldn’t want to hurt me and that if this behavior did hurt me, they’d want to stop. I shouldn’t have done it. There are a couple of notable instances here where I went too far that I think I should share.

The first had to do with that gal pal from another site (I’m trying to go through this without naming many names). They constantly talked about how they wanted to sex one another. At this point I had earned my way onto their site for having reunited her and Chelsea as friends. It seemed she “forgave” our past differences and became SOMEWHAT of my friend too. I got to know another girl from that site who was supposedly best friends with the gal pal. She told me that she thought it could definitely happen if her husband was out of the way or allowed it. She also told me that her husband was really jealous over it, too, which seemed to make it all the more valid. I ended up talking to Chelsea about this and she only fed into it by saying that she would totally have sex with her in real life if they ever met up but then “assured” me that it wouldn’t be more than that because she didn’t date girls (even though she is bisexual). Great! That never made me feel better and I kept getting jealous every time I’d see them talk like that to one another.

During this time she was talking about doing a cyber sex thread. I asked if she would do one with me which she said she would not because I liked her. This never made any sense to me really. It was kind of like saying “no you might like it.” So she started making plans doing cybers with other people instead. I felt this was a pretty shitty thing to do because she knew I would see it and it would be hard on me to read. Why would she deny doing one with me and then do one with someone else if it meant nothing to her and was “just another RP” as she said? What would it matter if I liked her? I asked if she would please not do a cyber, at least on ADBZRPG5 or that other RPG. She said she wouldn’t and that she’d find somewhere else to do a cyber where I couldn’t see it. I was happy with that I guess.

Another instance was with a friend who told me that he was sorry for flirting with her all the time and didn’t know I felt that way about her and that he wouldn’t do it anymore. Then anytime that her, I, and him were in cbox, he would INTENTIONALLY flirt with her then be like “oh shit it’s not what it looks like Alex don’t be mad” etc etc. At this point I knew he was doing it just to piss me off. Some friend right? So I told him if he didn’t cut that shit, I’d ban him from the cbox. This was probably a mistake on my part.

There was one other friend that I went even further with. When I talked to him about it he would tell me he couldn’t stop flirting with her even if he tried. I had seen their conversations and knew he told her things like he loved her every night and lots of other bullshit where he talked about sexing her, cybering her, trying to get pictures etc, so I tried to get him to just stop talking to her altogether. Obviously something I never should have done.

Anyway, she eventually got wind of me talking to these so-called friends of mine and she was really mad over it. I felt so guilty I tried to quit the site altogether because I didn’t think she could ever forgive me. It’s really hard to quit this site, though as Old Cell knows well! But it’s especially hard when you RUN THE PLACE. Eventually I came back in a couple of weeks. Again, I tried to apologize to her profoundly. She told me it was okay and that she forgave me. She told me I didn’t ruin anything with her and that we were good. Just that it HAD to stop from that point forward. I promised it would not happen again. From my point of view it hasn’t. From hers, it has. You can be the judge as you read on.

So things were good again for awhile. This was sort of like the heyday I guess because this was the time she was co-admin on the site. Her and I worked on some patches together and ran things extremely smoothly. I trusted her enough with the password to the server which few have held over the many years of this site's existence. She started spending most of her time on another RPG, though, so eventually after trying to get her to spend more time here instead I proposed the two sites merged. It seemed like a good idea all around because they had a tightly-knit community and we had well made game mechanics. Combining them into one RPG would be awesome.

During the merger at some point she was talking to me and happened to mention that she had a friend with benefits that she had been “seeing” regularly for the past five or six months. I was pretty taken aback by this. This meant that she started seeing this guy after I had already told her how I felt. Considering how she had always told me I had a chance this seemed like something she definitely would not be doing if that were true. Based on our past, I knew I couldn’t act all jealous so I played it cool. We ended the conversation on good terms and I thought about it for a couple of days. I did a lot of Googling about friends with benefits as well and I guess it’s considered an “open relationship.” Being that she rejected me because she said she didn’t want a relationship, I couldn’t understand this. I tried to ignore it but thought we had to at least talk about it. It wasn’t something that you can just sweep under the rug after all. I talked to some friends (offline ones that didn’t know her) to see what they would do and they agreed that if she cared about me whatsoever she would understand and at least explain things to me.

When we next spoke, I politely asked her if we could talk about what she told me. She said there was nothing to talk about and then signed off AIM. She was clearly mad as she avoided me and ignored me for the next week after that. I wondered what I had done wrong. I didn’t flip out. I never told her to stop seeing him. Did she hate me now because I simply brought it up and asked to talk?

Eventually she did talk to me about it and claimed he meant nothing to her. She said I shouldn’t even worry about it because it was completely emotionless and that if there was anything more to it she would tell me. I found it pretty hard to believe but thought if I ever wanted a chance with her I would have to come to accept this was just how she was. So I did.

I thought things were fine again after that talk but I was dead wrong. She ignored me for another week. When you are used to talking for hours a day like we had, being ignored for a week is pretty tough. I tried talking to her in cbox and she would even ignore me there. She started to mock me for this and made jokes about ignoring me which made me pretty mad. At first, I didn’t know what to do so I locked the cbox (which later became a running joke among people who hated me). I talked to a couple of my RPG friends asking how I should handle this. They asked me that if it were anybody else what I would do. I concluded I’d ban them from the cbox for insulting me, so I banned her for a few hours. This sent her into a RAGE.

She quit the RPG and flipped out on me saying that I was a pathetic needy baby. She called me a lot of other profane insults as well (sopping cunt rag is one that comes to mind), told me to fuck off and never talk to her again. She then blocked me “forever.”

When she left, that ended the merger too and they all quit along with her, most of them without even a word to me. They remade their own RPG again and Chelsea made a post there detailing how shitty of a person I was and how I had put her through hell for so long. They of course all agreed since they hated me anyway. I was told that she spoke about me in this ill manner almost everyday to people on AIM as well. She called me a stalker amongst other things which definitely hurt.

She unblocked me a couple of days later and I really wanted to message her but I didn’t. I thought she hated my guts. I will admit that I cried over what happened (which she would later mock me about and use against me to display how pathetic I am). She meant so much to me that believing I was the one who made her hate me sent me into a deep depression. Another thing was that she thought I was going around shit-talking her to people but if you ask anybody that talked to me during this time they will tell you that I would argue with them how this was all my fault even though they said it wasn’t. I never talked bad about her to anybody. She told me never to talk to her again, so I left her alone even though I didn’t want to. An entire month went by and then she messaged me about of the blue.

She told me she wanted to work things out and that she was just mad when she said to never talk to her again. She said she didn’t mean any of the things she said. I felt she might have just been trying to get back on the RPG so I was kind of skeptical. Did I actually mean anything to her or was it all about the site? At first I wouldn’t let her back but she seemed to still want to work it out even if I didn’t. After some multi-hour talks, we did and she came back to the site and seemed like she was my friend again. She said the only way she could rejoin is if two other people who got banned when she left got unbanned.

There was something she was going to do prove that she was sincere which in return I would then unban them. Again, I was skeptical. I told her to do it first then I would unban them but she said to "trust her" and that she promised to not betray that trust. So I did it and waited. She claimed to have done it, but what she said never actually happened so I guess in retrospect that should have been a warning signed. Regardless, everything was good for about two months. Her coming back to the RPG and being my friend again made the people on that other site hate her because after all she said about me they called her a faker. She quit there and said she’d never go back. Everything seemed okay until around Christmas. I had a Christmas present for her and asked her if I could send it. It was an awesome present that she definitely would have loved. Even though she was sending me something, she said no because she didn’t trust me. This made me feel pretty shitty, especially being that she called me a stalker when she quit before. Did she think I would suddenly show up at her house? What kind of friend thinks that? It is what made me initially start to question just how real our friendship was. This is the end of the background section and now I’ll go into the current problem.

Current Problem:

When Chelsea came back to the RPG one person she continued to talk with from the other one was someone named Tim. He played Vegeta on the other site and here temporarily during the merge. I liked him and considered him a friend until one day I saw him on that other cbox lying to one of the owners about a character switching issue during the merge. Tim had told me he would rather me be Trunks on the merged site and told me he talked to this other person (who was Trunks on there) and he apparently said it was okay if I did. When this person got mad when I took Trunks, Tim later told him he had absolutely nothing to do with it. That it was all my decision and that this person should be mad at me and not him.

Something else Tim lied to me about was after the merge failed and Chelsea quit, he told me he had MY back in the whole thing. He also claimed he would not cyber with Chelsea when she joined their remade RPG. I found out both of these things weren’t true when he made posts agreeing with what Chelsea was saying about me and blaming me for everything. He also started a cyber thread with her a day after telling me he wasn’t going to.

I let all that slide. The guy was clearly just an ass so I didn’t talk to him anymore. When Chelsea came back I simply told her to be careful what she told him because you could never tell where his allegiances lay.

When the people on that other site began to hate her and kicked her off / she quit, she told me that Tim was telling her how he actually hated one of the owners there. He apparently made her promise to never be that guy’s friend again and was claiming that this guy was saying all sorts of mean things about her on another RPG’s forum. He said it was so vile, she shouldn’t even go look for it. This struck me as odd so I looked into it. I had a good friend who was on that site and I talked to him about it. He said he never saw anything like that. He asked the staff there and they said they never saw it either. To make matters even more mysterious, Tim would chum it up in cbox with the very person he was telling Chelsea he hated and they’d speak ill of her together. It was clear, then, that he was not telling Chelsea the truth. Just like he wasn’t telling me the truth in the past.

I decided enough was enough so I called him out on his lying at this juncture. I specifically called him on lies that had nothing to do with Chelsea at all. This is when all the trouble started. Instead of addressing ANY of my accusations, he just kept bringing up Chelsea over and over saying I was jealous she liked him more than me. I tried to change the subject off her but he wouldn’t allow it. Finally I gave up and stopped talking to him altogether again.

Then his harassment started. He began to insult me. He insulted my appearance, my work, ADBZRPG5, and impersonated me on their cbox and spammed ours. He also started bringing Chelsea into things he was saying. He would message me claiming that they were dating, saying that she was “his.” It didn’t matter if I didn’t reply; he’d message me over and over. He and many of his friends updated their AIM statuses constantly with things about her such as how they wanted to gang bang her. He even “joked” about being responsible for getting her pregnant. He would talk shit about her behind her back often saying things like her personality was shit, she wasn’t trustworthy and was an attention whore. Since she left/was kicked from the other RPG, many of the people there had taken a liking to calling her a horse (insulting her appearance). They even filtered the word horse to her name. Tim thought it all was quite hilarious. He laughed right along with it and participated in it as well on many occasions.

As this all happened, I would tell her the things he said and did. At first she said she didn’t believe it and wanted me to take screenshots to prove it as true. So I did take screenshots and showed them to her but she just got mad. She told me constantly she didn’t care and to stop bothering her with it because it annoyed her. I thought this was very odd. Shouldn’t him doing it be the thing that annoyed her? Not only was this person harassing someone who was supposedly her friend, but he was using her to do it saying very disrespectful things about her. I figured that she would have hated him for this.

Instead, the exact opposite happened. Instead of talking with him less, she talked with him MORE. Anytime that she actually did confront him about something, he'd always manage to talk his way out of it and make me look bad instead.

There were also other instances when he lied to her, not just that initial one. For example, he tried to claim I started our “feud” because I was jealous of how their Vegeta and Bulma would flirt despite the fact I have a log of him specifically approaching me about this issue during the merge. He asked if I wanted him to stop and I told him no. That it wasn’t my place to tell anybody what to do and that it was all just in fun so it was totally fine. Despite having that evidence, she believed him anyway and thought I was just being jealous.

I started to ask some of my friends from the RPG how they would react if they were in her shoes. I knew her and I did have a past where I got jealous so I wanted to make sure it wasn’t me just being my old self again. Without fail, they were all baffled at why she wouldn’t hate him. They all said it made no sense for her to keep talking to someone who so clearly did not care for her and who was such an asshole. They said that if she really was my friend or cared about me, she would probably stop talking to him. She didn't care what anybody said. She said that everybody I talked to was just an ass-kisser so their opinion was invalid. Eventually it reached the point where I started to distrust her. How COULD she not care? Was she in on it? Were they just laughing at me together? The more evidence I showed her, the more she got mad at ME. She never got mad at him, but me. How could that be? So then I told her that unless she stopped talking with this douche, I wasn’t going to be her friend anymore.

She told me that me wanting her to not talk to him made her want to do it more if anything so that I was having the opposite effect I wanted. It made no sense! She was talking to him just to spite me now?

There were some things that she lied to me about as well. Although she said she’d never go back to that other RPG, I saw her on their cbox several times while lurking there to see what was being said about me. She was under different names, but I knew it was her. One time she was trolling under a fake Yamcha name. She posted a quote of someone telling her they were “fapping to your AIM picture” and it was time stamped three hours behind me thus her time zone. Who else could they be saying that to other than her? When I asked her about it, she said it wasn’t her and got mad I would even suggest such a thing. I later found out it actually WAS her when she pasted the same conversation that quote came from in the quotes thread of Tim’s new site. Why did she lie to me about that then? Another time she was a fake Yahario. I actually didn't suspect that one was her until she subsequently used that name to talk shit to one of the site owners later on.

She was also on the forums there, browsing anonymously. I asked her about it and once again she said she wasn’t and got mad at me for saying so. What was I, some sort of stalker? One of the staff members there said they saw her browsing anonymously, though, so I know it was true.

One of her old friends, who admittedly is not a very trustworthy source, also started telling me tales. He said that she only pretended to apologize to me to get back on the site and didn’t really mean it. I was afraid of that so hearing it come from someone else, even him, seemed true. He also said she had been lying to me about Tim and that she really liked him and had for a long time. He said she probably never liked me much at all and was just using me. He claimed to have blocked her and removed her from his buddy list as well because he felt she had used him. He said she didn’t really care about people and discarded them easily. He called her one of the biggest liars he knew and he felt sorry for what she was doing to me.

This person was also good friends with Tim and he showed me a log of a conversation he had with Tim where Tim was saying Chelsea confessed her feelings for him. Thinking he would have no reason to lie to a friend of his I asked her about it. She said it wasn’t true at all and allegedly confronted Tim. He tried to say the logs were edited and that I made it all up. He didn’t know that I had a screenshot of the log, though, so it was not edited. He lied to her. But she believed him anyway!

There are various other things he lied to about but I could make a post rivaling this one in length just listing those. The point is made that he was lying. He is a liar. It’s what he does. She doesn’t believe any of them though despite screenshots of it happening because I guess I'm an even bigger liar in her eyes.

After awhile, she decided to quit the RPG saying that I smeared her reputation and made her look bad by “crying to people” about what was happening. Although she said that she rarely talked to him and they weren’t really friends, she would comment on his statuses pretty much daily, including some that specifically insulted me. He either liked or commented on every single one of her statuses pretty much without fail. This was when I decided to quit as well. The site just wasn’t fun for me anymore. I ran the RPG for years without actually playing it but she made it fun for me and got me into it as a player. She is a great RPer and it's fun to talk with her about plans and ideas. The site was ruined for me because it was ruined for her. I couldn’t deal with her hating me all over again!

She also started to partake in teasing me about what Tim was saying about her. For example, she messaged him saying she wanted to continue their cyber just so she could show me the message of her saying it to him. I obviously got upset over this because even if she was just kidding about wanting to do it (which she wasn’t considering they are doing a cyber now) it only served to give him even more ammunition to say to me about how she wanted him. Why would she want that if I was her friend and he was not as she claimed?

She also started making incredibly flirtatious statuses about him such as one where she said she “wanted to see the Empire State Building” before she died. That was her terminology for his dick when they were doing the cyber she would say she was gonna make him higher than the Empire State Building. Once again, this just fed into what he was saying and validated it. Instead of ignoring him or distancing herself from him for lying, she added fuel to the fire. His response? “I hear they are giving tours.”

Even if she did like Tim, why should I have to see status updates in my lifestream of her talking about how she wanted to see his dick? She knew I would see the status. Why did she have to throw this in my face even more? When I tried to talk to her about it, she didn’t care. She simply said that if I didn’t like it, I could take her off my buddy list. I felt like she didn’t respect my feelings for her at ALL. It was just really disrespectful towards me and like I didn’t even exist to her. She told me that if respecting my feelings meant restricting herself then she didn’t want to.

At this point, she rarely talked to me much unless I messaged her myself. About a week went by with nothing said between us until I spoke to her. Hoping to make 2012 better than 2011, I tried to make a deal with her on New Year’s where we could just stop speaking of this and forget it. I wanted things to go back to the way they were. She wouldn’t because she “didn’t have a reset button.”

She continued to think all I was doing was trying to eliminate the competition so I could have her all for myself. She thought this was nothing more than jealousy and that Tim wasn’t doing anything wrong, that it was all me. It an effort to try to show her that wasn’t true, I compiled all the evidence I had into one page and sent it to her. All the screens and logs and lies he told all in one place side-by-side. I sent it to her then told her I was blocking her for awhile, and did so. I hoped that this would show her that I wasn’t doing this for my own gain, but because she was being played. This is exactly what Tim set out to do was to turn her against me so that he could get back at me. He knew how important she was to me so “losing” her would be the one way he could hurt me most. Her ending up liking him just was gravy on top for him to throw in my face. And she seemed to be letting it happen.

In response to me showing her this, she removed me from her buddy list.

Tim then had a falling out with the owners on that other RPG and decided to make his own site. She joined that site and started to cyber him again, pretty much validating everything he had been “trolling” me about such as her liking him more and being “his” as true. I pleaded with her to at least not cyber him after all he had said and done but once again she didn’t care. She just turned around told him how I begged her not to and they laughed at me.

Shortly after this, I got a message from a random screen name. I replied at first because it seemed like someone interested in the RPG. Then he started talking about Chelsea and how he was cybering “my girl” and that she wanted his dick and that she showed him her tits. He asked if I was just gonna go cry again so she clearly told him I had cried before, too. I wonder how much she told him? Were my fears correct and she was laughing at me all along with him or did she “turn” to his side after awhile? I still don't know.

I was pretty distraught about it and talked to a friend asking what I should do. Even though showing her everything Tim had done was what seemed to make her hate me in the first place, making fake screennames to bypass me blocking him on AIM was taking it to a whole other level so I decided to show it to her. She apparently confronted him because she told me to unblock him which I begrudgingly did.

At first, he told me he was going to block her and remove her from his list now. Then he changed his story and tried to blame someone else for doing it. Perhaps he felt guilty at trying to pin it on someone he actually does consider a friend so he came up with another alternative: he said it was me messaging myself from AIM Express trying to frame him. He pointed to the fact that the person used his font and said he wouldn’t be stupid enough to use his own font. The first line had bolded text, which he normally uses, and then the rest of the conversation it was not bolded (but still the same font). He tried to say this proved I copied/pasted his text to “grab” his font for the conversation. She believed it, and changed her AIM settings so nobody not on her buddy list could talk to her. That meant I couldn’t talk to her anymore.

His story was clearly ridiculous. If it was me, myself, why would I have gone to a friend seeking advice before showing her in the first place? What possible benefit would I reap by lying to someone trying to help me through this? After that, I went on AIM Express and tested it out. I came to find out you can’t even change your font on AIM Express. It’s just one default text so what he was saying wasn’t even possible! When I tried to say that, the story changed again and they said I used two computers. The explanation just got more and more ridiculous and claiming I used two computers is pretty much unfalsifiable. So then I tested out normal AIM and discovered that even if you DO copy/paste someone else’s text, it doesn’t change your font for the rest of the conversation. Even with two computers, it wasn’t possible for me to have done what he is claiming. She doesn’t believe it though. She says on older versions of AIM you can do that. I use the same version of AIM as she does, though, so why doesn’t she just try it herself?

As I continued to try to show her that it was him lying, not me, she went off on me again. She told me I was a crazy obsessed stalker and to leave her the fuck alone. She said that she never wanted to be my friend in the first place and that I forced her into it. She said she never liked me at all and only pretended to in order to not get banned from the RPG. Basically it meant she had been pretending for over a year and never cared about me at all which I guess explains all her behavior.

This is why I decided to return to the RPG. I fully intended to have left forever this time but why should I stay off the site for someone who never liked me to begin with? I considered her my best friend but she said she thinks I only pretended to be her friend in order to get close to her and make her my girlfriend. She says I’m one of the most deceptive and manipulative people she knows and that I make her sick. She still thinks I orchestrated this entire ordeal.

Even as I write this I don't know what really happened in her mind. Perhaps she never forgave me for how mean I was to her a year ago. If so, I guess I could not blame her for holding a grudge. Maybe she hated me all along and she is telling the truth when she says she never liked me but just wanted to escape being banned by faking it. Or maybe she really was my friend at one point and Tim was so adept at covering his tracks that she continued to fall for it no matter how much evidence was presented to her. My past with Chelsea probably played a role in it if this was the case and Tim used it to his advantage. Or a third possibility is that she knows the truth but thinks it's too late to say so. After all that has happened, she might think she's not welcome back on ADBZRPG5. So what would she have to gain by saying he was lying and using her? She would only lose her position on Tim's RPG, a place where all the trolls there (which is comprised mostly of people who insulted her behind her back and called her a horse before) "accept" her because she turned against me and they hate me to begin with. The enemy of your enemy is your friend, right?

After writing nearly 7,000 words in one sitting, it’s hard to focus on all these matters so some of the stuff in this section may have happened out of order. I’ll stop here and wonder if anybody has actually read this thing. This is what happened in the facts I can best present them.

P.S. Can I get RP Bonuses for this shit?
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